I swallowed so much ash a charcoal-grey forest grew in my aching belly.
Somebody standing in a boat said, ‘How did you get here?’
I followed a procession sounding chants & reflecting sunlight. Gold & cloth & wood embroidered &
dotted by the chalky wind fluttered evocative shadows. Preparations for industrial-age conflict trembled
upon the earth, in place, anchored in grievious position, growling, pushing emotional tremors
into the gusting easterly wind. The invincible wind curving & curvilinear shaped like an ocean swallows a
storm cloud. I shaped my raspberry destiny & toiled in ash. I climbed a swaying tower above & beyond
blood & mud. I knew nobody and nobody knew me. I swallowed so much ash a charcoal-grey forest grew
in my aching belly.
I walked down grey-brown streets at dawn seeing the innocents shrieking rage, vomiting ivory ghosts,
spices & musical genius on the sidewalk. Civilizational egregores & robed shadows possessed by animated
entities, riddled with animated entities, like raisin bread sticky with raisins, chew the bones of the
innocent. Perversely & theatrically
working their rubbery mouths around entire buildings & bridges, horses, games of chance & games
of sport. Grandiosely igniting wooden spoons, cameras, even termite colonies buried beneath ancient
settlements with the grinding friction of their well-worn teeth dusted with particles of shattered & baked
clay. I swallowed so much ash a charcoal-grey forest grew in my aching belly.
Dogs in obedient joy welp at the scent of hellhounds in chain collars on upper floors lapping at
overflowing overturned goblets. LIke a technicolour movie about Rome, in spine-tingling chaos,
fiery destruction, distressed crimson robes, abandoned fire departments & the final telephone dialing for
an emergency ambulance. Your gloves & hat, your embroidered boots & even your body worn by an
impersonator. Somebody in difficulty has taken your tin of aspirin. Somebody standing in a boat said
nothing.
Darkly the personification of this civilization, impersonating a previous heartbeat, sits on a stolen throne
missing a screw. Twisting the cork from a painted glass bottle retrieved in some primeval epic (or cave
in a distant land stripped of its artifacts) within one of the later chapters. As floodgates release
confusion; flooding day with a deepening pungent twilight (released within one of the later chapters), a
wind-roaring brilliance strikes into this Dark Age of facsimile with the flat edge of the Sword Of The Sun.
Wielded hypnotically, silently, within a whirling whorl, the whirring centre blindingly radiant, unseeable
without special sunglasses & revolving in the fury of a gold-plated prehistoric & fiery flame-winged
monstrosity, hallucinating incantations, hallucinating three-dimensions of whatsover is rare. Whatsover
incantatory. In Naples yellow. In geometric technicolour. In the eyesight of a sprite. In a double-feature
at the silent cinema. In scratched B&W. In poetry & prophecy. In wicker basketry. In green
depths of hollow reeds. In great depths of a swallows nest. In the chiaroscuro forest raining & rinsing.
To rinse & to rain. To make the motion of sifting. In grieving. In fractal mandalas & labyrinths. In forest
mushrooms dripping rain. In lullabies to the unseen. In lullabies to the always, always, always seen. In,
within, tumbling dance. In passion voluminous as the punctuating dragon-like war horn. In harvest-moon
ritualized incantations. In sifted snowy flour. In the cracked mirror. In deeply-lined cracked hands. In days
and hours. In dreamtime interruptus. In radiating steam. In radiating yellow-orange rays of the sun. In
translucent radiating orbs. In the flat edge of the Sword Of The Sun. In a bevelled edge polished
clockwise using a soft cloth.
TheAge of the Golden descends upon us like an upside down cauldron. We stagger in veneration,
beneath a charcoal-scented shadow we can almost taste, stumbling down a hillside in golden clouds,
irridescent gold imbued & perfumed with engraving, wispy yet real as a dragon, clinging to the corners
of our mouths, into a tattooed landscape of wind-tangled tasseled banners in geometric formations. In
symbology. I strip to my white underwear stiff with sweat. You will never again be swallowed. Never again
permeated with dark matter & stuffed into the mouth of ancient springs irrigating olive groves, apricot
orchards & the habitat of four-winged songbirds singing to you in your original name. Reeds whistle to
you in the depth of your golden name.
You will never again lose sunlight, as invisible as jet fuel, or whosoever sunlight in fine-grains of astral fire
serves in golden obedience, or whosoever sunlight in iconographic fiery rags serves in golden
obedience, or whosoever sunlight in raising & aiming mighty beams of energy serves in golden
obedience, or whosoever sunlight in billowing sediment crisscrossing eons serves in golden obedience.
Blessed be that celestial eye upon you.
Repeatedly. Repeatedly.Repeatedly.
Blessed be that celestial eye upon you.
You shall receive this day a gift beginning TheAge of the Golden. In animated cartoons, in
the box of breakfast cereal, in the Brueghelian mud & dust & rolling hillsides of War and Peace directed
by Sergei Fyodorovich Bondarchuk, in the battlefield veneration of the Virgin of Smolensk icon,
in a processional winding (groupings of figures flow like rivers), in chanted prayer, in mischief, in radio
silence, in the apple, in the oak, in Morse Code, in the Song of Amergin, you shall receive.
In the simplicity of heartbeats pounding, in the golden teardrops of this planet, in butterfly migrations, in
chalk-dust on your eyelid, in the casting out of invasive demons & entities, in frightened & exhausted
soldiers chanting music of the spheres with tears in their eyes, in the paper-thin skin of a snake, in this
impersonation of a civilization, you shall receive.
In Concerning the Spiritual in Art by Wassily Kandinsky, in beams of light, in right angles softened by
coincidence, in reflective globules, in diagonal patternings, in wallpaper configurations permeated by
cascading cosmic dust, in eyesight, in the soft, swaddling clothing adorning your infancy, in digging with
a shovel, in fairytales, in noir, in carved stone spirals, in burial & planting, in perfuming air with original air,
in defeating the oppressor, in the discovery of zero, in perspiration & exhaustion, you shall receive.
In crimson berries pulped & stirred in a glass jar beneath sunlight, in the flooded courtyard, in a
songbird’s love for lily-of-the-valley, in swans washing feathered wings, in swans stirring the heavy air, in
overthrown (triple reversed) curses, in the illuminations of Merlin, in your mother’s laughter, in your
father’s final resting place, in their fingertips & heartbeats, in their breathing, you shall receive.
In choosing magic well you receive. In choosing well the coincidental & original magic. In blessings
beyond improbable synchronicity chosen. In overthrown curses. In power manifesting power. In chanting
the blessings of rainwater. In chanting the blessings of sobreity. In meat-hunters bringing to table. In fish-
hunters bringing to table. In honeyed drink, plum pie & roasted walnuts, in beginning
TheAge of the Golden.
Burlap curtains twist into sculptural forms, seen by the neighbour sworn to silence, in the
investigation of you into yourself, in secrecy & stilled breath when somebody is near,
in opening a wooden drawer, in towers of grain & memory, in bricks fallen from the low archway,
in mouthfuls of green vines & tiny flowers, in a forced march, in the shade beneath a dolmen, in the
centre of a sacred grove, in beginning
TheAge of the Golden.
In sleep & sleeplessness, in waking & wakefulness. In foolish pride. In tears. In realization you have
thrown so very much away. In all you have lost. In the movie of your life retold by witnesses.
In eating ash. In the bark of a tree. In the return of sacred lore. In the timeline of the liminal. In the wound
you heal with ash. In chanting, in celebration for drawing breath, in defeating the oppressor, in beginning
TheAge of the Golden.
Some information about things I mentioned in the poem:
War and Peace is a 1966–1967 Soviet film co-written and directed by Sergei Bondarchuk adapted from Leo Tolstoy’s 1869 novel.
Concerning the Spiritual in Art is a book by Wassily Kandinsky, Russian painter and art theorist, published in 1910.
Pieter Brueghel the Younger, born into a well known artistic family in 1564 (Belgium) was known for village & rustic scenes as well as religious images.
The Song of Amergin is said to have roots in the ancient world and to be the first poem in the Irish language spoken by Amergin as he stepped ashore.
I find the social realism + imagistic spiritual solace in this scene rather incredible.Concerning the Spiritual in Art: This 1922 abstract painting by Wassily Kandinsky titled Kleine Welten (Small Worlds) IV is on the (paper sleeve) cover of my hardcover copy.Pieter Brueghel the Younger’s colour pallette and spatial depictions of social realism.
(Old Irish Gaelic) Am gaeth i m-muir, Am tond trethan, Am fuaim mara, Am dam secht ndirend, Am séig i n-aill, Am dér gréne, Am cain lubai, Am torc ar gail, Am he i l-lind, Am loch i m-maig, Am brí a ndai, Am bri danae, Am bri i fodb fras feochtu, Am dé delbas do chind codnu, Cia on co tagair aesa éscai? Cia du i l-laig fuiniud gréne?
(English Translation) I am Wind on Sea, I am Wave on Land, I am Roar of Ocean, I am the Stag with Seven Tines, I am an Eagle on a Cliff, I am a Tear of the Sun, I am the Fairest Flower, I am the Rampaging Boar, I am the Swift Salmon, I am a Loch on the Plains, I am the Defiant Word, I am the Skill of Art, I am the Spear, Battle Hardened. I am the god, who puts Fire in the Head. Who but I knows the Cycles of the Moon? Who but I know the place where the Sun Sleeps?
As you prepare your breakfast, think of others (do not forget the pigeon’s food). As you conduct your wars, think of others (do not forget those who seek peace). As you pay your water bill, think of others (those who are nursed by clouds). As you return home, to your home, think of others (do not forget the people of the camps). As you sleep and count the stars, think of others (those who have nowhere to sleep). As you liberate yourself in metaphor, think of others (those who have lost the right to speak). As you think of others far away, think of yourself (say: If only I were a candle in the dark).
Mahmoud Darwish (1941-2008) was an award-winning Palestinian author and poet.
The original intent of the iconic 1936 Franz Krausz poster was to promote tourism to the land that was only redesignated as “Israel” in 1948. A 1995 reprint by Israeli artist David Tartakover has been immensely popular among Palestinians, internationals, and, to some degree, Israelis. “Visit Palestine” has generated so many remixes that it has become a subgenre of posters unto itself. (For more on the iconographic history of this poster, read “‘Visit Palestine’: A Brief Study of Palestine Posters” by Rochelle Davis and Dan Walsh; a gallery of remixes is available at the Palestine Poster Project Archives).
I am now 50% complete working on the B&W roll of 5′ X 33-35′ paper. When I complete this second roll of paper I will have a diptych. I considered a triptych but talked myself out of it.
Brushwork with inks & gouache + drawing with water-soluble graphite pencils create different blacks and different whites in contrast.
I repeat & develop two images that begin the first blue roll of paper. The moon-ish figure and the dna figure (below) & seen above.
A fountain springs from ‘bird-human’s’ hand and at the same time is a swan’s neck.
Within the fountain or swan’s neck a series of images depict a beast ‘vomiting’ a seed which shoots into the earth (mound), takes root and rises.
The green bit of tape shows the 17′ mark. Animal shapes and double faces. A joker or fool. Figures in the mound. ‘Watery spray’ opening into what comes next…
Being 50% complete with this roll of paper equals being 50% through completing a triptych. The plan is for visual poetry on the third roll of paper. The challenge now, in completing the second roll of paper, is to move away from intricate detail.
The idea is to keep track of my hours (with the pen & the book) after each day’s effort.
I’ve organized (with high-tech paper clips) the rough sketches and ideas to complete the second roll of paper. I don’t know yet how I’ll use these ideas – deliberately composing or spontaneously expressing.
Previously in progress:
Beginning where I left off @ 25% with this face & beginning to elaborate.
Ceremonial crown inspired by the European deer-god idea Cernunnos. Antlers look branch-like as well.
The blues in this painting by Matisse, converging as they do like a gymnast accomplishing the perfect flip, extend beyond the visual revelation into possibilities. To possibly become an aerial destination, seen from above, your jutting shoulder the ledge for a flock of birds. To hold in your writing hand a winning lottery ticket for a 1934 classic Buick convertible. To fall in love before three o’clock on this bucolic afternoon. To possibly, stupendously: stop a war. Dig out rot & corruption. Build an illumined shrine. Change the resonance of your voice, your wardrobe, & the way you dance. Personal failures, minor triumphs & dreams, converging as they do like a ball (spinning) made of clay, made of iron. A white star pulses in the human heart, an archetype as transformational as Sri Yantra. Possibly these shades of blue, pulsing cosmologically, as fulfilling as a yield of wheat, change everythingat once. Do you see what you did Matisse?
Henri Matisse Nude Painting, Plaster Torso and Bouquet of Flowers, 1919, oil on canvas
So far in January I have used the pen & the book to keep track of the hours I put into my current B&W work – on a long roll of Fabriano mid-weight paper.
3rd section
Working on the floor like an iguana I am almost 1/3rd through the roll of paper working with black & white gouache, B&W ink, water-soluble graphite pencils, and drawing pens.
4th section almost complete
At first I thought this might be Boudicea, Queen of the Icenis. I considered developing a metaphor based on her famed history & Celtic roots. Then I started thinking ‘more of a shapeshifter than Boudicea.’ My main impetus is not to illustrate an idea or theme but to watch images (in relationship) develop organically and interpret the meaning. Some images are planned and some are spontaneous.
Detail 4th sectionDetail 3rd sectionThe pen and the book to keep track of the plan. Writing hours worked after they are done.
I will shift into a different ‘feeling’ of depiction soon. Around the 1/3rd mark.
1st section2nd section – my phone camera is disappointing.
This work will mirror (in part) & dovetail with my previous subject matter on the ‘long blue roll’ of Fabriano mid-weight paper (same height and length).
S. McCabe, Druidica Blue: Deja Vu (Cave Art of the New Psyche) 2022, 5’H X 35’LDetail 2nd sectionDetail 2nd section
So it seems I will have a two-part work on two rolls of paper.
Detail 2nd section
Now it seems the plan is for the work to become a diptych. I think this fits the criteria for a diptych.
Detail between sections 1 & 2
My goal is to reintroduce images from the ‘original’ (first) ‘mostly blues’ roll of paper into the B&W (second) roll of paper and develop the themes manifesting my investigations over the last few years.
S. McCabe, Druidica Blue: Deja Vu (Cave Art of the New Psyche) 2022, 5’H X 35’LDetail
My plan will take a few months longer as I complete part two of this two-part work (a mere 2/3rds of the current roll of paper to complete).
Detail
Info about the overall project:
In 2022 I completed a long painting/drawing on Italian mid-weight paper titled ‘Druidica Blue: Deja Vu (Cave Art of the New Psyche).‘
I began this painting over a decade ago as a gift for somebody who had changed my life. And then the situation imploded. The implosion had been coming, like a not-silent comet, for a long time. What I had thought I wanted I didn’t. And then I had no choice in the matter. It was, as these things go, all for the best. I finally finished the painting this past year.
‘Sunshine of the Black Bull‘ – 2011 & 2023, acrylic on canvas, 30″ X 22.”
I wanted to say something and ‘borrowed’ more powerful work than my own to do so.
I wanted to say something about what is happening to the bodies & minds of children, to brothers & sisters, to young people, to mothers & fathers, to grandmothers & grandfathers in Gaza, Palestine. To their pets, homes, and possessions: their photographs, clothing, toys. To their health and their future.
“I have told my sons that they are not under any circumstances to take part in massacres, and that the news of massacres of enemies is not to fill them with satisfaction or glee.
“I have also told them not to work for companies which make massacre machinery, and to express contempt for people who think they need machinery like that.”
Follow the Tate link to find out more about the Kathe Kollwitz series of woodcuts titled War.
Like many, I am familiar with Kathe Kollwitz’s great skill and mastery in emotional imagery addressing war. She lost one of her two sons to WW1. She lost her grandson to WW2.
Like many, I have read Slaughterhouse-Five by Kurt Vonnegut, a great writer and literary artist who as a prisoner of war (in WW2) experienced the firebombing of Dresden, Germany.
I do not claim copyright to the work of Kathe Kollwitz and use it for non-commercial purposes of education & commentary.